At one time I was maintaining five different blogs: a political blog, a movie review blog, a book review blog, a personal blog for public view and a personal blog for my view only. I have recently suspended the book and movie review blogs and today I'm suspending the political blog, my old Red State Blues. I have been very inactive in my posts to these blogs and it's time to acknowledge I have no desire to maintain them any longer.
The next casualty may be this blog of "My So-Called Life". I find the blog has become repetitive and even dull -- even for me. Pictures of my yard, birds, and my dog. I'll have to see how I feel about it in the coming months. I need an infusion of creativity.
I'll continue with the personal blog for my view only. It has become so helpful in tracking my efforts in many areas.
By suspending blogs, I'm not deleting them entirely -- yet. If I have a change of heart, the old blogs remain in the Blogspot system should I want to reactivate them. But these changes are good for now.
Tuesday, March 1, 2016
|Frankie, relaxing in a sunny spot -- the only thing on his agenda.|
My life lately has become more regimented than ever. I use all kinds of electronic reminders to keep me on task and on time. In the mornings, I have alarms set on my phone to wake me, to tell me when it's time to wake up the first grandchild, time for him to leave for school, time to wake the next child and time for him to leave for school. My little dog Frankie knows what each of those alarms means and he jumps into action at the first sound. In the afternoon, I have another alarm to remind me to pick up the kids from school. It might seem excessive, but I never want to be a grandma who forgets her grandkids -- and I don't trust my memory.
So the alarms may make a certain amount of sense. But I also have calendar triggers and popup reminders. Each day of the week is dedicated to some goal: housecleaning, one-day project, clean the car, laundry, shopping, etc. I even have a rotating weekly schedule of rooms that get an extra bit of attention on housecleaning day. I have quarterly reminders for changing furnace filters or dusting the tops of door frames. Yes, it's that detailed. There's more, but you get the idea.
And if that weren't enough, I decided this would be the year of improving my self-care and I set up a spreadsheet to track 10 items of self-care daily. After a few weeks, it became very clear where I was failing, and I narrowed the items to three. But now, I find I have trained my mind to think of all those things every day, and tracking is just becoming cumbersome and annoying. I think I may be able to do this self-care thing without a spreadsheet!
And then one day last week, a little thing popped up on social media reminding me of my plan six years ago to try a little seat-of-the-pants living. It made me laugh. Oh how far I've gone in the other direction!
One thing my life lacks is spontaneity. I know it would be good for me to just ignore the day's task now and then and do something entirely unplanned. And knowing me, I'd probably soon assign myself a day to do that! Hah! I can't escape my own organized ways.
But it's something to think about. At age 68 can we change? I never give up and always try to improve on who I am and what I do. But seriously, maybe I need to ease up on myself and not regiment my life so much. Instead of cleaning the car on Wednesdays, maybe I'll just clean it when it needs it. I could probably do that with housecleaning and laundry and shopping as well. Could I possibly just wake up in the morning and decide how to spend the day? What a thought!
I rely so much on those triggers and reminders. Do I dare delete a few of them? I may just try. I'll have to report later on the result. Stay tuned.