Of all the things I've lost in my life, I miss my mind the most

Independence Day soon. Two weeks from today is the day after my mediation. My brain is officially on auto-pilot. I keep looking for documents I need and can't find. I think I already gave them to my lawyer, but surely I kept copies. I was on such a roll yesterday and got through all my responses to interrogs and prod of docs, but finding all the docs, that is becoming the challenge. I had a surprisingly productive day at work today, and even made a list of things to do tonight. I'm getting the watering done but nothing else. Ah well, in two weeks, one way or the other, I hope at least my mental faculties will return